total:
negative thoughts... est. 10-12
positive thoughs...... est. 6-7
jogged....................... fri and sat never run!!! sun nearly 7km mon 4km so far.. later going jogging with weili...
lolx! fucking fat liaoz... but... who cares rite!! not like there will be anyone commenting... "yoz zhiwei, ni suo le man hao kan de neh! ya jia you wor!".. oso dunno y try so hard to slim down... think maybe mainly cos government "demands" me to get bmi below 23 bah... hmm weight/(1.7)^2 = 23 means my ideal weight is below 66kg... and i am like... 11kgs away.. CAN U IMAGINE ME LOSING 11 KGS!!!! ~sigh... become a bag of bones nia... anyway... there is another reason bah i think... something to do with confidence level one... as most of u guys think u know.. i am a confident person.. but at times i will wonder whether it is a true image, a projection or a facade<== chim word k!! i wanna raise my confidence level to newer heights... den maybe i will be able to better cope with my personal life... ~sigh sianz
anyway... back to fssm...<=== trying to remember what happened each day......... gimme a sec...
one thousand.......
times up!!
on friday... during the day... nothing much.. dun like to bore ppl with the monotonous life of a stupid pilot trainee doing nothing!! at night... played mahjong!!! fuck up sia... tot no more headache power SHLD INCREASE by leaps and bounds.. but ~sigh onli increased by a little bit... den my hard-earned credits kanna yc's....... nvm... dun say so much le... i oso dun remember :D <== believe me!! i selective ammesia one!! *ya right... when i can even recount exact events in primary school??* *roll eyes and pretending to be dead* anyway... what i CAN remember is that i spent most of the time counting down to my pay hour!! <== something that made me feel abit sad...cos no shopping later.................................to put things short for friday... played mahjong till 11+ or 12+ can't remember den sent them home...
on saturday... was thinking to myself... SHOPPING TIME!!! WOOHOO!!!! and guess what happened...
- went to teach my cousin chemistry... can u believe that he is sec4 express taking combine sci and going to take O levels in the next few mths(nov. to be exact) and HE CANNOT TELL ME THE VALANCY OF SILVER, MAGNESIUM AND ALUMINIUM!!!??<== wth rite... that sec sch sucks lor... wan one of my favorite cousin to fail chem izzit... knn..
- saw a tee from hang ten quite nice... but no time to see in detail<== imm seems to have quite a few things to see...
- went to join weili danqing and yc to play pool... total games played...4 won:3 lost:1 <== damn lousy onli win yc 3 balls... last time can win 4 or 5 balls one.. ~sigh ~sigh ~sigh but the good thing is my draw balls are getting better... MUCH better... :D
- went far east to "shop" saw a lot of stuff... or rather.. the lack of stuffs... onli saw like... ONE? or TWO? shirt tat i am interested in... please lor i was thinking to myself...
zhiwei: "why so little shirts to see ar jasper..."
jasper: "i oso dunno leh.. tot far east should have alot of clothes one???"
zhiwei: "ya lor i oso thought so... apparantly onli got charbo clothes lar"
jasper: "how abt tat shirt tat u saw? quite nice rite?"
zhiwei: "pls leh... nice is nice... but you rong got both the shirts le.. and wun it be very weird if i wear that shirt and he wear the same shirt!??!?!?!"
jasper: "ya lor... if liddat buy wun wear liaoz... how ar.."
zhiwei: "dunno lar... onli noe my back aching now... dun shop liaoz... weili say wanna drink coffee bean rite... lets go lar.."<=== back ache is persistant problem... will be better if i exercise often and i dun sleep too much
- anyway... point is.. no clothes bought and we went coffee bean to DRINK COFFEE!!! but the ULTIMATE quite nice lar!! i think those small small black black things is dark chocolate...
- met up with eric... and had dinner at S11(cuppage) the noodles i queue DAMN long... but surprisingly the noodles is not bad... the kuo gan(mouth feeling) is very unique!! haha u all shld try..
- went play LAN with eric yc dan and weili... damn sad thing happened.... we are the onli bunch playing CS!!! all upgraded to dota... <== we old-fashioned le... lolx but still... we had a great time... sneaking up to yc and knifing him... <=== not tat we always succeed... that bugger dunno y suddenly headshot us alot.. :/ maybe i losing touch oso...<== i never had a good touch anyway wahahaha!!
- went home after that cos sun morning got AHM!!!!!!<== 6km oso i not bian tai one
- lol but i slept at 2am den go wake up at 530am to go for the jog....lolx
on sunday.... met up with yc and danqing... had 7-11 breakfast...<== we had to wait for 7-11 to open.. how rare is that lor... and 7-11 is suppose to be 24hr rite -_-" actually thought that the sandwiches are really not bad!! maybe next time lazy den go eat 7-11 lolx went jogging... wa kaoz... its like so many ppl lor... 6km nia.. hengz!! i jogged till 3.5km liddat den yc start to stop le...<== i VERY low willpower one<== believe or not really lor!! so i started to walk with him lolz!! but at very point we got jogged lor.. so we ended up doing a walk-a-jog lolz the timing still considered okay bah... 50 mins for 6.9km<== onli found out its nearly 7km after we got the cert... met up with danqing.. after alot of confusion.. den we walked to PS to have our brunch... had kfc..oh ya btw.. did i mention my cough/sore throat getting very bad?? ~sigh.. took a stupid foto of danqing... will upload if i have time.. den we went home.. meeting at 1.30pm cos my mom wanna go starhub do something... so we went home.... i tried to send that danqing foto into my pocket pc<== ya free one den... WTF!!! THE POCKET PC HANG ON ME!!! i panicked i HARD RESET POCKET PC!!! and the pocket pc HARD REBOOT ME!!! ARGHHHH MY PENCIL BOX<== p.s. its a drawing application that i uploaded inside.. MY PERSONAL DAIRY ABT A girl(lolx typed in the middle of the night or rather at 1am on sun?) ALL GONE!!! i was like WTF!!! but i bo bian... going to meet dq and yc... so... danqing yc and my mom went to orchard AGAIN!!! went to subscribe to digital voice... the girl serving us quite cute :D keep smiling at me!! i tot interested in me... but i started to read the body language... the reception counter guy interested in HER!! and my mom is ard... and its a public place... so i... HUM JI lolx never tried to flirt with her... :p anyway... gotten digivoice..<== free unlimited outing and incoming for local numbers :D den my mom went home... and we had dinner... talk some cok.. and went my house to play mahjong... SIANZ AGAIN!!!??? but bo bian... they like addicted and i going to go OCS soon so got chance play more i nevermind :D
on monday... finally get to more recently stuff rite!? never did much anyway... only found out that raymond from nyjc 25th sc is going tamworth for agc tml!!! its like... they already here for 2 weeks and the day before departure den i noe rite!? haha blame me lar no SA(situational awareness)... read some blogs today... and a blur confused naggy and poa poa ma ma sotong curse me to die lor.. :/ haha but nevermind lor... let her curse... anyway... talking abt girls... today saw a girl on the mrt... the dressing so nice.. I LOVE OFFICE WEAR GIRLS LOR... <== fetish!!! rofl i am such a sick person... wanted to draw out the clothes she wore.. but too hard... so i shall just describe.. starting from head down..<== bian tai one.. damn observent when it comes to fetish!!
- hair done in a nice bun with a couple of fringes covering side of the head
- hair highlighted with streaks of blonde
- not wearing specs
- oval face<== its the baby fats-looking face and yet quite slim body frame(maybe cos she wearing black throughout..) that makes her special
- black office wear(female suit with skirt)
- white silk collar and white silk "collar" for wrists(long sleeved)
- with a ring on the left ring finger(suspected married)
- holding to a white leather bag(roughly 25cm by 10 cm by 8cm)
- oso holding to something else with the bag... but forgot wat...
- using a red flip phone on the right hand
- skin coloured stockings
- high heels roughly 2 inches
- heels with dunno plastic or wat studded across them
damn lucky husband dun u think.. so sweet-looking girl...lolx
